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_-ണ്ടി tNmÀ B-bn-cp-¶tÃm Xm-cw, l-bv-s«-¡v,
tIm-kv-d-dv-en I-f-f³ F-¶o D-S-bm-S-IÄ-¡v A-¸p-dw, H-cp t_m-fn-hp-Uv
kn-\n-ab-¡v _o-Pw sIm-Sp-¯ _-ണ്ടി \q P-\-tdj³ I-f-f-³v F-¶m-Wv am-[y-a-§Ä t]-cv \Â-Inb-Xv .F-Ãmw H-cp
'tXm--ണ്ടen' Â km-[y-am-Ip-¶ Cu Im-e¯v, _-ണ്ടി sh-dpw A-Xn-tiym-àvn am-{Xw. ]-s£
Im-e-§Ä Ip-sd Xm-ണ്ടp-t]m-gpw, a-d-¡m³ h-¿ tam-j-W-¯nâ H-cp h-k-´ Im-ew Xs¶
tI-c-f-¯n-\v k-½m-\n-¨ Ip-td X-k-¡-c-ho-c³-am-tcbpw A-h-cp-sS tam-U-kvv
Hm-]-dmണ്ട-n-I-fpw. ]-e-t¸m-gpw t]m-eo-kn-s\t¸mepw N-In-X-cm-¡m-cp-vv C-h-cpsS
Ip-«n¡p-dp-¼p-I-fpw, C-½n-Wn h-ey Ip-cp-«p_p-²n-I-fpw. HSp-hnÂ, C-sX-s¡ X-s¶
Ch-sc A-gn-IÄ-¡v ]n-¶n F-¯n-¡p¶p. HmÀ-s¯-Sp-¡-I-bm-Wv C-hn-sS
I-f-hp-IÄ-¡n-S-bn-se Nn-e I-f-f³-am-tc-bpw, Nn-e tam-U-kp-I-fpw, ]-e \À-aw
\n-dª ap-lqÀ-¯-§-fpw hm-b-\-¡mÀ-¡v, Nn-cn-¡m\pw kp-£n-¡m-\pw, kz-bw
kw-c-£n-¡m-\pw th-ണ്ടn
j-«À s_³-tU-gv-kv...
_o-lm-dn-se tam-¯n-l-cn-bn \n-¶v
kw-L-§-fm-bn cm-Py-¯nâ ]-e `m-K-§-fn-te-¡vvvvv hn tI-dn, C-hn-sS tI-c-f-¯nepw
tam-j-Ww \-S¯n-h--¶n-cp¶ '{]-hm-kn-I-fmb' I-f-f³-amsc j-«À s_³-tU-gv-kv F-¶
A-]-c-\m-a-¯n A-dn-s¸-«n-cp-¶-Xv. ]n-¨-f A-ep-an\n-b ]m-{X-§Ä hnÂ-¡p-¶ I-S-IÂ
tI-{µo-I-cn-¨vv, I-S-I-fpsS j-«À s_³-Uv sN-b-Xv AI-¯v I-S¶v tamj-Ww
\-S-¯p-I-bm-Wv C-h-cp-sS ]-Xn-hv. tamj-Ww \-S-t¯- I-Sbp-sS A-Sp-¯p-Å
tem-Uvv-Pn Xm-a-kn-¨v , H-cp ']p-eÀ-¨' Hm-¸-td-j³ \S-¯n \m-«n-te-¡v hണ്ട-n
tI-dp-I. I-S-bp-sS ]q-«v s]m-fn-¡m-sX, a-Xn-en-\v Hcp £-X-hpw GÂ-¸n-¡msX
I-S-bn-te-¡v C-c-¨vv tI-dn hn-e-]n-Sp-¸p-Å km-[-\-§Ä Nm-¡n-em-¡p-I. H-cp
sX-fn-hpw _m-¡nsh-¡m-sX, t\-cw ]p-e-cp-¶-Xn-\v ap\-]v FÃmw ip-`w. ]s£ H-Sp-hnÂ
]-e-¶m I-f-f³ H-cp-\mÄ ]n-Sn-bn F-¶v ]-d-bp-¶-Xv t]m-se kw-L-s¯ t]m-eo-kv
]n-Sn-Iq-Sn. C-tXmsS C-h-cp-sS tamjW c-l-ky-hpw ]p-d-¯mbn. Xm-a-kn-¡p-¶
tem-Uv-Pn \n-¶v ]p-eÀ-¨ H-cp aq-¶v a-Wn¡v \m-«n-te-¡v Xn-cn-¡p-¶ co-Xn-bnÂ
FÃmw ]-dp-¡n-¡q-«n C-d-§n e£yw sh¨ I-S-bp-sS ap-¶p F-¯n I-S-bp-sS j-«-dnâ
\-Sp-hn ]n-Sn¨v -sIാണ്ട-v X-§-fp-sS t\-sc h-en-¨v B hn-S-hn-eq-sS c-ണ്ടോ, aqt¶m
t]À I-S-bn-te-¡v IS-¶v I-¿n I-cp-Xn-b Nm-¡n sIm-sÅm-hp-¶-sXm-s¡ ]-dp-¡n C-Sp-¶p.
Cu kabw ]p-d-¯v \nÂ-¡p-¶-hÀ am-dn H-fnªp \nÂ-¡p-¶p. A-hn-sS A-t¸m H-¶pw
kw-`-hn-¨n-«nà F-¶ H-cp {]-Xo-Xn am-{Xw. Nm-¡p-¡Ä \n-d-bp-t¼mÄ ho-pw j-«À
h-en-¨v ]p-d-t¯-¡v h-cp-¶p, ]-Xn-sb A-Sp-¯p-Å sd-bnÂ-sh tÌ-j-\n-te-¡v. ]n-s¶
s]m-Sn t]m-ep-anà I-ണ്ടp-]n-Sn-¡m³, കട-v-b-¡p-Ån-epw ]p-d-¯pw!
a-lm-tZ-h³ F-Iv-k-{]Êv
a-lm-tZ-h\v ]-ണ്ടേ {]n-b-am-bn-cp-¶p
s{S-bn-\p-I-tfmSv, A-Xn-â IqsS tam-j-W-{`-ahpw I-S-¶p-¡q-Snb-t¸mÄ, a-lm-tZ-h³
X-sâ sXm-gn km[y-X Xn-cn-¨-dn-ªp. ]n-¶o-Sv A-t§m«v Hcp F-Iv-k-{]Êv s{S-bv-\n-s\
t]mse -a-lm-tZ-h³ sd-bnÂsh {Sm-¡p-I-fn-epsS Ip-Xn-¨p. {Sm-¡nv-sâ C-cp-h-i-¯p-ap-Å ho-Sp-I-fnÂ
\n-¶pw I-¿n In-«n-b-sXm-s¡ bm-{X-bn-ep-S-\o-fw kz-´-am¡n. ]n-s¶ A-Xv
Po-hm-ar-X-am¡n a-lm-tZ-h³. tam-j-W§-¡v ti-jw {Sm-¡n-eq-sS am-{Xw \S-¶v
t]m-Ip-¶ a-lm-tZ-hs\ tdm-Un-epw, _-Ênepw Xn-cª t]m-eo-kv H-cp-]mSv hn-bÀ-¯p.
Zn-h-k-hpw ]-cm-Xn-IÄ Iq-Sn Iq-Sn h¶p .{Sm-¡n\v -]pd-¯v H-cp ho-«n-te¡pw
F¯n-t\m-¡m¯ a-lm-tZ-h³ {Sm-¡n-\v k-ao-]w Xm-a-kn-¡p-¶-h-cp-sS am-{Xw
t]-Sn-kz-]-\-am-bnam-dn. H-Sp-hn H-cp Znhkw a-lm-tZ-h³ F-Iv-k-{]-Ên-sâ ]m-fw
sX-än. \n-g t]m-eo-kn-sâ hebnem-bn a-lm-tZ-h³. ]-s£ H-Sp-hn- dn-t¸mÀ-«v
In-«p-t¼mÄ a-lm-tZ-h³ {Sm-¡n-eq-sS X-s¶-bm-Wv C-t¸mgpw bm-{X-sb¶m-Wv A-dn-bm³
I-gn-ª-Xv. Xn-cp-h-\-´-¸p-cw മു-XÂ I-\ym-Ip-am-cn h-sc a-lm-tZ-h³ {Sm-¡n-eq-sS
am{Xw bm-{X sN-bv-Xv ImWpw F-¶pw \À-aw \n-d-ª Nncn-tbm-sS t]m-eo-kv
HmÀ-s¯-Sp-¡p¶p. iwt`m a-lm-tZ-h'. Fന്നÃm-sX F-´v ]-d-bm³!
A-ä³-j³ G³-Uv ssU-thÀ-j³
I-ų-amÀ-¡n-S-bn- C-¶pw A-¶yw \n¶p-t]m-hm-¯
I-e-bm-Wv A-`n-\-bw F-¶v th-W-sa-¦n ]-dbmw. A-Xv കോണ്ട് X-s¶ ]-e-t¸m-gpw
A-h-cp-sS ]-cn-io-e-\ I-f-cn-I-fn L-\o-`-hn-¨v \n-e-¡p-¶-h-I-fm-Wv th-K-Xbpw
Ir-Xy-Xbpw. Iq-Sm-sX H-cp tam-j-W-¯n\v- thണ്ട i-à-am-b c-N-\bpw kw-hn-[m-\-hpw
\nÀ-h-ln-¡p-¶-Xn-epw C-hÀ km-aÀ°yw Im-Wn-¡p-¶p. A§-s\ {Xn-¨n-bn-se cm-ta-en \KÀ
X-kv-¡-c I-f-cn-bn \n-¶v Hcp ]p-Xn-b \¼dp-am-bn tI-c-f-¯-te-¡v hണ്ട-n tIdn H-cp
kw-Lw. 'A-ä³-j³ G³-Uv ssU-thÀ-j³' F-¶ t]-cn Hcp ]pXn-b kw-cw-`w! H-cp ]pXnb tam-U-kvv Hm-]-dm-ണ്ടn. B-Zyw C-c-bp-sS {i-² ]n-Sn-¨v ]-än, ]n-¶o-Sv {i-² sX-än-¨v I-hÀ-¨
\-S-¯p-Im-Wv ]-cn-]m-Sn. C-Xn- X-s¶ hn-hn-[ X-c-ങളുണ്ട--v. kw-L-¯n s]-s«m-cmÄ
{_Upw ]-ghpw Iq-«n N-h¨v C-c A-dn-bm-sX A-t±-l-¯nâ h-kv-{X-¯vn Xp-¸p-¶p.
\n-an-j-§Ä-¡-Iw kw-L-¯n s]-« th-sd H-cmÄ C-c-bp-sS h-k-{X-¯n-se A-gp-¡v
Im-Wn¨v-sIm-Sp-¡p-¶p. C-Xn-\n-S-bn aq-¶m-a-sX-cmÄ C-c-bp-sS I-¿n-se _m-tKm,
t\m-«v-sI-t«m X-«n-]-dn-¨v Hm-Sn I-f-bp¶p. H-¶pw a-\-Ên-em-hm-sX an-gn cണ്ട-pw
B-Im-i-¯n-te-¡v \o-«n ]mhw C-c. C-sX co-Xn-bn B-Wv {Xn-iqÀ [-\-e-I-j-an _m-¦nÂ
\n-¶pw hÀ-j-§-¡v ap³]v A-©v e-£w cq-] C-¡q-«À അടിച്ചോണ്ട് t]m-b-Xqw. Cu
tamU-kv I-ų-amÀ-¡n-S-bn h³ {]-Nm-cw t\Sn.
C-c-I-fp-sS {i-²-bm-IÀ-jn-¡m³ th-ണ്ടി \-Sp tdm-Un t\m-«p-IÄ വാരി hnX-dn
C-¡q-«À.
ap-Å-epw, apf-Iv s]m-Snbpw ]n-s¶ I-tÃ-dpw
I-«m am-{Xw t]m-c \nÂ-¡m-\pw ]Tn¡-Ww
F-¶m-WtÃm sNmÃv. H-cp tam-jW-¯n-\v A-dn-ªn-cn-t¡ണ്ട NnÃ-d {]-tbm-K-§-sfm-s¡ G-Xv
I-Å-\pw A-dn-bmw. A-Xn-se {]-[m-\ C-\-am-Wv ap-f-Ivv s]m-Sn {]-tbm-Kw. tamj-Ww
\-S-¯p-¶ k-a-b-¯v ]-cn-k-c-am-sI apf-Iv s]m-Sn hn-X-dpI. {]-[m-\-ambpw C-Xn-sâ
D-t±-iw kv-\n-^v-^-À \m-bvI-sf
Xp-c-¯p-I- F-¶-Xv X-s¶-bmWv. A-Xp t]mse Xsâ hn-c-e-S-bm-fw t]m-eo-kv
H-¸n-sb-Sp-¡m-Xn-cn-¡m-\pw Cu hn-Zy k-lm-¡-pw F-¶-Xm-Wv I-ų-amÀ-¡n-S-bn-se
a-Xw. A-Xv i-cnbm-Wv F-¶ A-`n-{]mbw t]m-eo-kn-\pw D-vv. FÃm-än-\p-a]cn H-cp
h{Pm-bp-[-am-Wv C-hÀ¡v ap-f-Ivs]m-Sn. F-¶m Nn-e I-ų-amÀ te-iw I-Sp-¯
{]tbm-K-§fpw \-S-ത്താറുണ്ട് . IqÀ-¯ ap-\-IÄ D-Å IÃp-IÄ ho-Sn-sâ ap-\-hi-¯v
H-fn-¸n-¨v sh-¡pw C-hÀ. B-hiyw h-cp-t¼mÄ Xp-d-¶ H-cp t]m-cv X-s¶ C-¡q-«À
\-S-¯m³ a-Sn-¡m-dnÃ. C-h-cpsS I-tÃ-dn-\v C-c-bm-b-h-cn t]m-eo-kp-കmcpw
Ip-d-hÃ. F-¶m apf-Iv s]mSn {]-tbm-K-¯n-epw, I-tÃ-dn-epw \nÂ-¡m-¯v A-cn-iw
Nn-e-t¸mÄ C-hÀ ho-Sn-\-I¯v hn-kÀ-Pn¨pw Im-ãn-¨pw XoÀ-¡m-റുണ്ട്. Nn-eÀ-¡v C-Xv
H-gn-¨v Iq-Sm³ ]-änÃ-s{X. C-Xv C-h-cp-sS tNm-c-bn A-en-ªv tNÀ-¶-താ-Wv F-¶m-Wv
t]m-eo-kv `m-jyw.
Xn¶pw Ip-Sn-¨pw tam-ãn-¨pw
te-iw A-Sn-¨n-«v tam-ãvn-¡p-¶-hcpw
Ip-d-hÃ. tam-ãvn-¡m³ Xp-S-§p-¶-Xn-\v ap³-]v X-s¶ ho-«n-se {^n-Uv-P ]cXn
a-Zy-¡p-¸n-IÄ Im-en-bm-¡p-I, ho-«n-se `-£-W km-[-\-§Ä hb-dv \nd-¨v I-gn-¡p-I,
C-¯-c-¡m-cpw D-ണ്ട് C-hÀ-¡n-S-യിÂ. "Xn-¶pw Ip-Sn-¨pw- I-gn-ªv In-«p¶-Xv t]m-sc
kmsd", F-¶m-W-s{X t]m-eokn-t\m-Sv H-cmÄ C-Xn-s\¸än sh-fn-s¸-Sp-¯n-b-Xv. H-cn-¡Â
H-cp Ių Ip-Sn-¨v a-¯m-bv B ho-«n X-s¶ In-S-¶p-d-§n-t¸mbv.
kp-J-\n-{Z-bn-em-bn-cp-¶ I-Å-s\ ]n-tä¶v t]m-eo-kv h-tcണ്ട-n h-¶p D-WÀ-¯m³. A-¶v
ap-X-em-W-s{X I-Å-\-amÀ-¡v a-Zy-]m-\w B-tcm-Ky-¯n-\v AXoh lm-\oI-cw
B-bn-¯oÀ-¶-Xv. C-Xn-ep]cn Nne kv-{Xo '{^ണ്ട്-en' I-ų-am-cpw Cu
cw-K-¯p-ണ്ട്. tam-ãn-¡p-¶ ho-«n D-d-§n-In-S-¡p¶ kv-{Xo-I-sf H-¶v sXm-«n-sÃ-¦nÂ
]n-s¶ C-hÀ-¡v Dd-¡w h-cnÃ. Nn-eÀ D-]-{Z-h-n-¡m-\pw a-Sn-¡nÃ.
I-ų-amÀ C-§-s\ ]-e-hn[w, ]-e-X-cw, ]s£
_-ണ്ടി-tbm-fw hcp-tam C-h-scms¡? Xp-Scmw C-\n-bpw X-kv-¡-c-Po-hn-X-§-fn-te-¡v shf-¨w ho-ip-¶
I-Y-I-fp-ambv....
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